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20 June 2010 @ 02:30 pm
So yesterday was a long day.
I ate lots of food and played horseshoes (poorly).
I played with a kid named Carson, and wanted to take him home with me.
Watched a drunk dog stumble around the yard.
Caught fireflies for the first time in my life.
But I was unhappy for the majority of the time.
Tomorrow I get to go swimming and have a girls day.
Just another distraction. As long as I keep getting distractions, I will be okay.
11 June 2010 @ 03:50 pm
But I am feeling bored and happy, so I decided to do it just for you! (If there even is a 'you' to be reading this...I'm sure most forgot about it anyway.)

Only one more day of Junior year, then a bunch of exams, then I am officially a Senior. I can honestly say I never thought I would be this excited! I always dreaded the day I would have to worry about colleges and a life outside of the comfort of my Rugrats themed bedroom, but now that I am confident in my choices and excited to follow through with my plans, I can easily say I cannot fucking wait! Today was such a good day. Its always a good day when you are proud of something you do, and today I was proud of my CD project that I made in my Advanced Computer Graphics class. Basically what we did was design our own CD booklet, disk design, and tray card designs for the jewel cases. I based mine on the band Crystal Castles, and to be quite honest I never thought I would successfully finish the project, because I was constantly changing the theme. But today was my last day of a graphics class until I get to college. It was sad at first, until I put my entire project together in the jewel case and everything. The finished project is absolutely beautiful and I love it so much. I am so proud, it is definitely my favorite piece of art that I have ever made. This year has been the worst school year yet. Most stressful, worst academically, and just all around shitty with shitty teachers and shitty people. I am so glad its over and I will have a much better year next year guaranteed. I am so close to freedom I can almost nom it. Taking drivers ed during summer school so I can hopefully be able to pass my road test, which will then make me even closer to freedom. In less than a year I am going to be dealing with things regarding my life after high school, and that is going to make me so happy. Everything is so close, yet so far away. I just want a fast forward button please and thank you.
Oh yeah and I quit my job, I gotta find a new one soon so that whole plan after high school is funded. Plus a car would be nice. And some new clothes.
04 May 2010 @ 07:50 pm
Current Music: Year of Silence - Crystal Castles
26 April 2010 @ 04:01 pm
I wouldn't mind going back.

19 March 2010 @ 10:40 pm
I can't wait.
16 February 2010 @ 10:26 am

I finally have a goal. Something to work for.
I can't wait to get away from this place.
Current Music: Young & Divine - show me you're alive | Powered by Last.fm
31 January 2010 @ 02:02 pm

Lock me in a room with a cat and a camera all day, and I will be happy for hours.
21 January 2010 @ 05:15 pm
07 January 2010 @ 08:44 pm

I am repulsive.
15 December 2009 @ 09:19 pm

I wish I could see the future.