I haven't written anything on here in a while. I guess I should apologize for that. So, I'm sorry. I have been really busy, though it doesn't feel like I have done anything. Here is an update of things that have been happening in my life:
I work every Sunday at a Vets office. 8-12. It's easy in a way.
My birthday was a few weeks ago. I am finally 16. I do not want to get  my permit.
I celebrated my birthday by going to a rather redneck cornmaze in a limo. I felt cool.
I am doing better in school this year.
I've grown up a bit, but still love Winnie the Pooh, Rugrats, and Spongebob more than I should.

I wish I could think of more, but sadly the things keeping me so busy are nothing noteworthy at all.
I may go through and delete all my old entries again. I don't like any of them.

So, October is a busy month. But its my favorite. I love fall, halloween, and my birthday.


I think my moodswings/pms get worse every month. Or at least it alternates. Last month I was a sobbing mess, this month I am a heartless bitch.


Ive never been more scared to grow up than I am now.

I did this once before, tried posting it, failed. LJ-cut just ruins the thing, so I apologize for raping your flists.

I am 5'4" or shorter
I think I'm ugly sometimes
I have many scars
I tan easily
I wish my hair was a different color
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I have a tattoo
I am self-conscious about my appearance
I have/I've had braces
I wear glasses sometimes
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, and scar-free
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
I have more than 2 piercings
I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles

Family/Home Life
I've sworn at my parents
I've been kicked out of the house
My biological parents are together
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday
I have children
I've lost a child

Embarrassment
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
Disney movies still make me cry
I've snorted while laughing
I've laughed so hard I've cried
I've glued my hand to something
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I've had my pants rip in public

Health
I was born with a disease/impairment
I've had stitches
I've broken a bone
I've had my tonsils removed
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend
I've had my wisdom teeth removed
I had a serious surgery (not super serious but i don’t know what’s “serious” here)
I've had chicken pox

Traveling
I've driven over 200 miles in one day
I've been on a plane
I've been to Canada
I've been to Niagara Falls
I've been to Japan
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
I've been to Europe
I've been to Africa
I've been to France

Experiences
I've been lost in my city
I've seen a shooting star
I've wished on a shooting star
I've seen a meteor shower
I've gone out in public in my pajamas
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
I've been to a casino
I've been skydiving
I've gone skinny dipping
I've played spin the bottle
I've crashed a car
I've been skiing
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
I've seen the Northern Lights
I've sat on a roof top at night
I've played chicken
I've played a prank on someone
I've ridden in a taxi
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
I've been snowboarding

Relationships
I'm single
I'm in a relationship
I'm available
I'm engaged
I'm married
I've gone on a blind date
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
I miss someone right now
I have a fear of abandonment
I've been divorced
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
I've kept something from a past relationship

Sexuality
I've had a crush on someone of the same gender
I've kissed a member of the same gender
I've had sex with someone of the same gender
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time
I am a cuddler
I've been kissed in the rain
I've had sex outdoors
I've hugged a stranger
I have kissed a stranger
I have had sex with a stranger

Honesty/Crime
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
I have lied to my parents about where I am
I am keeping a secret from the world
I've cheated while playing a game
I've cheated on a test
I've run a red light
I've been suspended from school
I've witnessed a crime
I've been in a fist fight
I've been arrested
I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol
I've consumed alcohol
I smoke cigarettes
I smoke pot
I regularly drink
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them
I've done hard drugs
I've been addicted to an illegal substance
I take cough meds when I'm not sick
I can't swallow pills
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

Mental health
I have been diagnosed with depression
I shut others out when I'm depressed
I take anti-depressants
I have an eating disorder
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
I've hurt myself on purpose
I'm addicted to self harm
I've woken up crying

Death
I'm afraid of dying
I hate funerals
I've seen someone dying
I have attempted suicide
Someone close to me has attempted suicide

Random
I can sing well
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
I open up to others too easily
I don't kill bugs
I curse regularly
I sing in the shower
I am a morning person
I paid for my cell phone ring tone
I'm a snob about grammar
I am a sports fanatic
I play with my hair
I have/had "x"s in my screen name
I love being neat
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day
I bake well
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
I don't know how to shoot a gun
I am in love with love
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
I laugh at my own jokes
I eat fast food weekly
I believe in ghosts
I am online 24/7, even as an away message
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
I am really ticklish
I love white chocolate
I bite my nails
I play video games
I'm good at remembering faces
I'm good at remembering names
I'm good at remembering dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I add something to the end of almost everything I say; ex: yeah, you know, yo, dawg
I've been honest while filling out this meme

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Last night was my grandparents 60th anniversary. Big dinner, fancy restaurant, huge cake, presents, and reminiscing. I never really gave them any credit. Never thought they were anything special. After hearing stories last night, I changed all that.

My grandparents starting dating when they were 15. They married at 19. They have been together ever since. They are still madly in love. 60 years of love, happiness, and family. They have 7 children together. Both have had their health problems, and both were near the end at one point or another. They helped each other through it. The fact that the love they have for each other has been as strong as it has for these past 60 years is both amazing and inspiring. It makes me happy to know that it is possible to love someone so much for the rest of your life. I know that if my grandparents can fall in love so young and last so long without having that love fade, that can happen. But, happen to me? We shall see. Happy to anyone I know? We shall see.  I hope it happens to me.

So, pictures and such will be under the cut, my useless babble will not. Easy enough. Sooo where to start? Katie and I arrived at RPI around 4:20. The line was slightly long, but got shorter by the time we were let in, and weren't too far from the front, I was content. Blah blah we got in, were about three people back from barrier, but that obviously changed. So Hey Monday came on, they were good. I was not aware of how attractive the males in that band were, holy hell. Blah Blah then All Time Low came. Nothing special. Then Cobra. :] I really don't know where to begin. There was talk of eating tacos from Vicky's boobs, andd stripping, and yeah. Then Metro. My longest video is of Metro Station playing Kelsey, only because that song is ~special. I guess lol idk. Uhmm Im getting bored of talking about this, so i'll just get onto the pictures and stuff. But first...

Mini shoutout toinkruns  who is totally awesome and I am quite happy I met her :] She is so adorable and nice and totally made me smile. Although finding each other was slightly difficult, it worked out. I am surprised she didn't run from my sweaty, smelly, hideous self. I am also surprised I didn't totally embarass myself by being awkward and running away like I thought I would have, hah :] 
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